| Tired. I am tired of having no privacy. I am tired of having to be a slave of anyone. I am tired of having no one to understand. I am tired of everyone wanting me to be someone I am not. Give me a break. Give me my own privacy. Tired. I wonder why everyone keep talking behind. Couldn't you mind your own business?Do you not have your own life?Do I need to answer to you?Give me some privacy. Unlike you. I am not an attention whore. Tired. I need my own space. Just because sometime I feel nice does not mean I will always be nice. The easiest shortcut out is to escape and dump your load on others. Take up your own responsibility. I am not your slave to rely or command upon. Tired. I wonder when these arguments will stop?Why do we always argue over small things that doesn't even matter?Do I need to debate with you over the same thing over and over again that has no ending nor would you understand. I am really tired when no one tries to understand but everyone just wants you to be what you're not...I wonder why life has to be this complicated sometimes. |
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| I have moved my blogging over to http://www.xanga.com/lucashii2008 at the moment~ |
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| Went down to Miri for the past two days to clear my thoughts. I needed rest from this hectic world. I needed a safe haven. I have no desire but you at the moment. I walk the street looking at things, materials that I don't need. A self made millionaire said that money could only buy temporary happiness, real long lasting happiness are found in doing the things you love, hearing the laughter of your children or even holding the hands of your love ones. I admire my peers for being so battle-hardened. Picking themselves up over the same failure seems effortless. I am not afraid of failure, I am more afraid of getting people caught up in it. Just one more chance is all I need. "I don't need understanding, I just need you to know..." |
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| Because of you, I have broken the ground rule I laid down myself and I am not the sort of person who would break any rules I set for myself. You made me think about all the things I wouldn't have done nor say. Even if I don't show it, I do. |
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